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[10 May 2005|02:12pm]
the negativity is eating us all up....
i figured that no one really is born with bad luck
we just think negativitly about ourselves that creates a bad aura...
think posivitly and you will have better luck

you what i hate bout brampton....
is the stares i get....
cuz you know a black gurl wearin green corduroy, stretched ears and tattoos
is not accepted here

11 kisss| my lips

[07 May 2005|03:07pm]
i'm offically addicted
last night i went through 6 hours
of watchin C.S.I

i'm such a junkie to that show
2 kisss| my lips

wow an update!!! [06 May 2005|02:59pm]
I hate how its sooo hard to get a job these days without havin experience. How else will i get that office job unless i have a background of office work....but oh wait how will i ever get that if no job will hire me in the first place cuz i dont have the experience that no one is willing to train me for...i learn fast and i accomadate very well...but still no callbacks...i didnt even get a callback from a freakin grocery store....why?? cuz i dont have experience.....well urgh!!!! Fuck you experience! Fuck you corporations that wont give people a chance to learn, and Fuck you employers that are tooo fuckin lazy to get offa ur ass and just train people willing to work for your corporation!!! GODDAMMIT!!

Ok thats my lil rant for today...
i been rethinkin the choice of career i want
First i wanted to go into Forensic Science...
go into crimology..(sp?)
then i just thought a clinical therapist....cuz i love psychology..
and then i thought i could be an artist
fashion designer
alot of things...cuz i have the skill and knowledge to do all
then i thought it would be kool if i owned my own business
maybe even go into hotel management
cuz i have a great idea for a hotel/bar

i'm so goddamn confused about it all
cuz i wish i could do it all
which i could...maybe not
very hard work
but i dunno....everything is confusing now
and i hate when i start evaluating my life...cuz it makes me mind and decisions a complete mess...

anyways tribute to a special friend
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and i'm black y'all
and i'm black y'all
and i'm blackity
and i'm black y'all

hahahaha yea mahrya and i are retarted hahahahaha
awww i miss her :(

[Edit]: Mahrya is not dead or nething lol....she just resides in london
3 kisss| my lips

[30 Apr 2005|01:32pm]
well i just registered for a Distance Education
course in

lets see if i get in

i really need a job
my lips

[28 Apr 2005|12:53pm]
honestly i wished i stayed in london
too much shyt going on that i fuckin hate


fuck it
2 kisss| my lips

[23 Apr 2005|12:10am]
derek...what happened that day :(


i need a job

but all else is great,
things are alot better with bf
so me happy
kitty is good

hopefully i'll be visitin london soon
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[15 Apr 2005|04:23pm]

*kittys good :)
*brandin and i are good...
*bored and hatin it
*still jobless...

thats bout it
lifes dull
3 kisss| my lips

[04 Apr 2005|12:53pm]
alas my kitty is not sick
and shes just in heat haha
so i had to boost up her spayin appointment


neways, nothin else happenin in my life
missin the london life a lil....
i need to get a callin card to call some ppl

brandin moved down successfully :)
he has an awesome room
got his own bathroom...
and his uncle even has a hot tub
oh la la la ;)
my lips

[30 Mar 2005|09:32pm]
i think mykitty is sick :(
she keeps sneezing and her body is warm and my sis says her nose is runny.. :(

i dunno,
i'm callin the vet tomorrow
boo to sickness
2 kisss| my lips

[30 Mar 2005|02:31pm]
ugh i hate msn....
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[28 Mar 2005|10:01am]
I GOT A KITTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shes sooo cute!
her name is Abby :D
and shes 6 months old.

bringin her to the vet tomorrow.
shes soo cute :D:D:D:D
i'm so happy hehehe
and shes really affectionate :)
my lips

[25 Mar 2005|04:04pm]
well back in b-town
woot woot!!

my hair is still red
and i got alot and i mean ALOT of unpackin to do...booo

busy for awhile
gettin a kitty from the shelter tomorrow
my lips

[19 Mar 2005|12:59pm]
well got a week left
then i'm outta here :)
got a shyt load of packin to do
yay! :P

dyin my hair tonight
a pretty red :D yay!!
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[13 Mar 2005|04:50pm]
well bout 3 weeks left till i leave
and its gettin harder to leave this all behind....yet again

i been thinkin alot lately
and everything is one big confusing mess
i dont even really know if i wanna move back to brampton
but i know once i get there and settle
i will love it...but i dont wanna leave london at this time in my life
but i have to do it
i need to go back to skool
i need to get my life together

i need to just be myself
and do things for myself
i dont know if neone can understand
but i need it in order to survive
in order to not just wanna lay down and cry

i'm so confused....
my lips

[10 Mar 2005|07:25pm]
yay i got a new cell!!! :D
and i'm gonna stil have money to get my tattoo

neone who wants my cell numb...comment and i'll let ya know
2 kisss| my lips

[06 Mar 2005|03:57pm]
so far the weekend is not too bad

on friday i went down to Vals place to hang out
talked bout old times...
then she proceeded to get dressed
and we headed back out into the wintry coldness
to check out Nathans gig at Scott's Korner

very fun
and much drunkness

but it was fun
and yesterday, Brandin, Jackie, and I
headed down to the flea market
and then proceeded to Dollarama and then to FutureShop
i bought Mahrya

*a buddha incence holder
*aromatherapy shower gel for stress and sensuality
*and a very pretty dreamcatcher.

thats her easter present
i should get something for her son
since his b-day is comin up...
but what can u get an 11yr old boy...
any suggestions??
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[02 Mar 2005|07:08pm]
it is ourselves that decide our fate

well i had a tarot readin
n lets just say alot of things got cleared up
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i love ani defranco [27 Feb 2005|05:05pm]
"Joyful Girl"

i do it for the joy it brings
because i'm a joyful girl
because the world owes me nothing
and we owe each other the world
i do it because it's the least i can do
i do it because i learned it from you
i do it just because i want to
because I want to

everything i do is judged
and they mostly get it wrong
but oh well
'cuz the bathroom mirror has not budged
and the woman who lives there can tell
the truth from the stuff that they say
and she looks me in the eye
and says would you prefer the easy way?
no, well o.k. then
don't cry

and i wonder if everything i do
i do instead
of something i want to do more
the question fills my head
i know that there's no grand plan here
this is just the way it goes
and when everything else seems unclear
i guess at least i know

i do it for the joy it brings...
my lips

[26 Feb 2005|07:14pm]
neways i was gonna write this long letter
expressin my anger towards a recent sitution
but i decided their not worth my time

but one thing...
u said i never tried
who did i usually call when i went down?
who would i call on xmas to wish a merry xmas??

blargh fuck it......

gettin my matchin star tattoo this friday :D
gonna hopefully meet up with val on friday too
and mahrya mite get her 1st tatt on friday too
its gonna be a day full of ink
3 kisss| my lips

[22 Feb 2005|08:44pm]
after work today
ventured out with mahrya downtown
met up with her son, Jordan
bought some stuff today

*hair stuff
*guitar strings
*a piece for my guitar
*1/2" plugs

then went to the library
and spents many minutes there
i left with an tarot and astrology dvd,
a book on the supernatural
and this neat comic book in a novel lol

decided time to go home
got work tomorrow
then i came home to a nice surprise
Amanda wrote me a letter!
haha yay!!!
and she sent this orange envelope
that both of us drew on
since grade 9
after passing many notes :D

so i mega happy bout that
ok thats my update and gonna put in my new plugs....
bye bye
my lips

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